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  • November 2008 Poem of the Month: Remember

    Read this poem; now reflect: what guides your Spirit and connects you to all things in this life?  What do you need to remember?  Write, sing, dance, or paint your own poem.  Go for the essence, the juicy depths, the bones and the laughter, too.  Remember to remember.  And please, don’t forget - pass it on!

    Blessings of love and equanimity,

    with a deep bow,

    krayna

     

    Night sky by floridapfe 

     flickr photo: Night Sky floridapfe         

     

                                                    Remember

    Remember the sky that you were born under,

    know each of the star’s stories.

    Remember the moon, know who she is.  I met her

    in a bar once in Iowa City.

    Remember the sun’s birth at dawn, that is the

    strongest point of time,  Remember sundown

    and the giving away to night.

    Remember your birth, how your mother struggled

    to give you form and breath.  You are evidence of

    her life, and her mother’s, and hers.

    Remember your father, his hands cradling

    your mother’s flesh, and maybe her heart, too

    and maybe not.

    He is you life, also.

    Remember the earth whose skin you are.

    Red earth yellow earth white earth brown earth

    black earth we are earth.

    Remember the plants, trees, animal life who all have their

    tribes, their families, their histories, too.  Talk to them,

    listen to them.  They are alive poems.

    Remember the wind.  Remember her voice.  She knows the

    origin of this universe.

     I heard her singing Kiowa war

    dance songs at the corner of Fourth and Central once.

    Remember that you are all people and

    that all people are you.

    Remember that you are this universe and

    that this universe is you.

    Remember that all is in motion, is growing, is you.

    Remember that language comes from this.

    Remember the dance that language is, that life is.

    Remember

    to remember.

    ---Joy Harjo

     

    By Joy Harjo, from She Had Some Horses, 1983

     

    Copyrighted material, for educational/therapeutic uses only.

     

  • Central Oregon: Playshops and Poetry

    PLAYSHOPS and POETRY FOR LIFE!

    Facilitator: Karen Castelbaum, MHS

    For over 30 years, Karen has worked in mental health, domestic violence, hospital, and integrative health care settings. Training in action methods since1996, she integrates action modalities with art, poetry, dreamwork, and contemplative arts. Karen has a counseling practice in Bend, where she lives with her (semi-famous) dog, Lucky, a fabulous spontaneity teacher and the source of many of her inspirations.

    Restoring Spontaneity and Creativity Using Action Methods

    The future enters into us, in order to transform itself in us, long before it happens. - Rilke

    Creativity: the natural energy that opens doors to creative living.

    Spontaneity: the great actualizer, enabling us to bring our new ideas and visions to life. Both are inherent to us, yet, as “actors on the stage of life”, aspects of our roles and relationships may come to feel dull and tired.

    Action methods such as psychodrama and bibliodrama can help. How? Spontaneity and creativity are re-learned in the body via action-play in the here-and-now, rather than through intellect and talk alone. Holistic, powerful, gentle and effective, these methods show us a way to cook with newness, courage, freshness and vitality. Playshops are open to those who want to become more alive and playful in relation to self and others!

     

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    PSYCHODRAMATIC  DREAMWORK

    OCTOBER 26, Sunday ~ 9:30 – 1:30 pm *Fee: $60.00

    This Playshop offers a fresh, rich and exciting way to work with dreams. Open to anyone who has an interest or passion for growing, learning and healing through dreams and imagination.

    The Myth of Inanna’s Descent

    November 23 Sunday ~ 9:30 – 1:30 pm *Fee: $60.00

     

    This ancient Sumerian myth tells of a wondrous sojourn. Come on a journey from the Earth-world to the Underworld and back. Like Inanna, you’ll leave something behind and return with gifts; like Ereshkigal, you’ll find allies and soak in the profound healing power of deep empathy.

    Location: The Three Rivers Center for Relationship; 115 N.W. Greeley Ave. Bend, OR.

    Registration required for all programs: Call Karen at 318-0045 or write krayna1@yahoo.com.  *Please inquire about sliding scale for cost related concerns.

     

                     NEW!! --TEN WEEK PSYCHODRAMA GROUP FOR WOMEN

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    Wednesdays: 6:45 pm – 9:15 pm *Fee: $250

    Dates: November 5, 12, 19 
    December 3, 10  (December dates may change based on group feedback.)
    2009: January 7, 14, 21, 26
    February 4 (with option to continue)

    Engage in transformative personal work that allows  your dreams and visions to leap into your everyday life. Practice self-care and uncover greater playfulness, resourcefulness, flexibility and joy within a safe, supportive, daring, and caring community. Ritual, poetry, dreams, art and psychodrama will be integrated in this series.

    Location: The Three Rivers Center for Relationship; 115 N.W. Greeley Ave. Bend, OR.

    Registration required for all programs: Call Karen at 318-0045 or write krayna1@yahoo.com. Phone consult  is required prior to attending on-going group. *Please inquire about sliding scale for cost related concerns.

     

    Poetic Journey Series 
    Nourishing Your Community, Body, Mind, and Spirit

    tree of life

    In collaboration: between the covers bookstore, PIP Printing, and Karen Castelbaum

    Thursday November 13, 2008 ~ 7:00 – 9:00 pm

     “Moral Grandeur and Spiritual Audacity"*
    Poetry of Wild Wisdom and Fierce Compassion

    “…poetry reveals what the Heart is ready to recognize.”  ~Joseph Campbell

    Taste stunning beauty, bodacious truth, ruthless compassion, and outrageous joy during this evening of deep listening and lively sharing! Experience poetry…share the love!

    Host/Location: between the covers bookstore on N.W. Delaware Ave., Bend  Phone: 385-4766.

    Arrive early and browse awhile. You’ll find many wonderful books seeking owners!

    Facilitator: Karen Castelbaum

    No Fee: This is a donation based program; all financial proceeds will be donated to a local non-profit. Donated non-perishable food items will go straight to Bend’s Community Center. Your participation will be a gift to yourself and others!

    Please Pre-register: Call Karen at 318-0045 or write to krayna1@yahoo.com

    or register at between the covers, 385-4766

    Just to be is a blessing. Just to live is holy.” --Abraham Joshua Heschel

    *Part of the title for this Poetic Journey is taken from

    “Moral Grandeur and Spiritual Audacity: Essays by Abraham Heschel”, Edited by Susannah Heschel

     
  • October 2008 Poem of the Month: Try to Praise the Mutilated World

    Poem of the Month ~ October 2008

    The will to praise this mutilated world is not about non-action or resignation. Rather, it reflects a compassion choice to encounter the rawness of What Is. Such crazy wisdom moves the heart, stoking the fires of love, justice, and right action. Try praise, try loving yourself and our world, mutilated and whole. Love mightily!  --Krayna

    white curtains by sam_ 
     

    Try to Praise the Mutilated World

    Try to praise the mutilated world.

    Remember June’s long days,

    and wild strawberries, drops of wine, the dew.

    The nettles that methodically overgrow

    the abandoned homesteads of exiles.

    You must praise the mutilated world.

    You watched the stylish yachts and ships;

    one of them had a long trip ahead of it,

    while salty oblivion awaited others.

    You’ve seen the refugees heading nowhere,

    you’ve heard the executioners sing joyfully.

    You should praise the mutilated world.

    Remember the moments when we were together

    in a white room and the curtain fluttered.

    Return in thought to the concert where music flared.

    You gathered acorns in the park in autumn

    and leaves eddied over the earth’s scars.

    Praise the mutilated world

    and the gray feather a thrush lost,

    and the gentle light that strays and vanishes

    and returns.

     by Adam Zagajewski, translated by Clare Cavanagh, from Without End

    Copyrighted material, for educational/therapeutic uses only

  • September 2008 Poem of the Month: Kindness

    Poem of the Month ~ September 2008

     

    May you allow kindness to take residence in all the places where Life has hollowed you out.  Become an offering: share the scented blossoms growing in the ruins of your opened heart.

     

    "Kindness" never fails to disrupt and move me to sweet and bitter tears of recognition.   For me, this poem speaks to the alchemical art of soul-making in the “vale of sorrows”, where gold and honeycombs and kindness are discovered.

    I hope you will take the time to reflect on the meaning of kindness, how it is cultivated in your heart and soul, and is expressed by you in the world.  Too often, kindness is associated with 'being nice.'

    Oy, such a superficial understanding!

    I pray this poem takes you deeper, to a place of Mystery and depth of imagination where surprises await you, and you become a more and more juicy kindness. Blessings of sweetness and peace,

              Kindness

    Before you know what kindness really is

    you must lose things,

    feel the future dissolve in a moment

    like salt in a weakened broth.

    What you held in your hand,

    what you counted and carefully saved,

    all this must go so you know

    how desolate the landscape can be

    between the regions of kindness.

    How you ride and ride

    thinking the bus will never stop,

    the passengers eating maize and chicken

    will stare out the window forever.

     

    Before you learn the tender gravity of kindness,

    you must travel where the Indian in a white poncho

    lies dead by the side of the road.

    You must see how this could be you,

    how he too was someone

    who journeyed through the night with plans

    and the simple breath that kept him alive.

     

    Before you know kindness as the deepest thing inside,

    you must know sorrow as the other deepest thing.

    You must wake up with sorrow.

    You must speak to it till your voice

    catches the thread of all sorrows

    and you see the size of the cloth.

     

    Then it is only kindness that makes sense anymore,

    only kindness that ties your shoes

    and sends you out into the day to mail letters and

    purchase bread,

    only kindness that raises its head

    from the crowd of the world to say

    it is I you have been looking for,

    and then goes with you everywhere

    like a shadow or a friend.

     

    Naomi Shihab Nye from The Words Under the Words: Selected Poems      

    Copyrighted material; for educational/therapeutic purposes only

     

     

  • August 2008 Poem of the Month: A Wonderful Game

    Hey! Remember this one?

    Go ahead! Try it! How deep can you go? Oy!

    So much beauty we can give to this wondrous, hurting world through the Game called, “gazing with soft eyes.”  And don’t forget to let your gaze include Yourself!

    Blessings of hilarity, delight and peace, Krayna

    There Is a Wonderful Game

    There is a game we should play,

    And it goes like this:

    We hold hands and look into each other’s eyes

    And scan each other’s face.

    Then I say,

    “Now tell me a difference you see between us.”

    And you might respond,

    “Hafiz, your nose is ten times bigger than mine!”

    first kissThen I would say,

    “Yes, my dear, almost ten times!”

    But let’s keep playing.

    Let’s go deeper.

    For if we do,

    Our spirits will embrace

    And interweave.

    Our union will be so glorious

    That even God

    Will not be able to tell us apart.

    There is a wonderful game

    We should play with everyone

    And it goes like this….            

        -Shams-ud-din Muhammad Hafiz (1320-1389)

    from I Heard God Laughing; renderings of Hafiz by Daniel Ladinsky

    Copyrighted material, for educational/therapeutic uses only.

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  • July 2008 Poem of the Month: "The Little Duck"

    Poem of the Month - July 2008

    This poem just gets better and better with each read! It is deceptively simple, owing to the extraordinary talent of poet Donald Babcock.

    Babcock was 100 years old when he died in 1996. I am guessing he lived a long rich life because he had such great Duck Power!

    Read this poem for 31 days in a row, and…..well, there’s no tellin’ what will happen, but you might find your Inner Duck. And in this heaving, wondrous life, that’s something pretty special! May we all be blessed to be so religious as the duck!

    Blessings of joy and wonder this month! ---Krayna

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    The Little Duck

    Now we are ready to look at something pretty special.

    It is a duck riding the ocean a hundred feet beyond the surf,

    And he cuddles in the swells.

    There is a big heaving in the Atlantic.

    And he is part of it.

    He can rest while the Atlantic heaves, because he rests in the Atlantic.

    Probably he doesn’t know how large the ocean is.

    And neither do you.

    But he realizes it.

    And what does he do, I ask you.

    He sits down in it.

    He reposes in the immediate as if it were infinity – which it is.

    That is religion, and the duck has it.

    I like the little duck.

    He doesn’t know much.

    But he has religion.

    Donald Babcock, The Lyfe Poems of Donald Babcock

  • Poetic Journey for June: That Deeper Kind of Truth

    Poetic Journey Series for Central Oregon ~ Nourishing Your Community, Body, Mind, and Spirit:

    Collaborators for this journey: between the covers bookstore, PIP Printing

    Karen Castelbaum, facilitator

    Tuesday June 24th, 2008

    horses-gudleifs

    7:00 – 9:00 p.m.

    between the covers bookstore

    NW Delaware Ave.

    downtown Bend, OR

    “The Deeper Kind of Truth:

    A Place for Everything in This Holy Broken World”

    “…poetry reveals what the Heart is ready to recognize.”

    ~Joseph Campbell

    Journey into the world of all possibilities. Immerse your soul in sauna of contemporary and mystic poetry. Drink from well-springs of beauty, truth, courage, and joy during this evening of deep listening and lively sharing. Experience poetry!

    Tonight’s Host/Location: between the covers bookstore on N.W. Delaware Ave., Bend 541.385.4766. Arrive early and browse awhile. You’ll find many wonderful books seeking owners! Courtesy coffee and tea available.

    Facilitator: Krayna (Karen) Castelbaum, expressive arts and workshop facilitator, counselor, and spiritual director.

    No Fee: This is a donation based program; all financial proceeds will be donated to the Kid’s Center. Donated non-perishable food items will go straight to Bend’s Community Center. Your participation will be a gift to yourself and others!

    Please Pre-register: Call Karen at 541.318.0045

    Or email: krayna1@yahoo.com

    or register at between the covers, 541.384.4755

    “There are two types of truth. In the shallow type, the opposite of a true statement is false. In the deeper kind, the opposite of a true statement is equally true.”    ~ Neils Bohr

  • June 2008 Poem of the Month: Abd El-Hadi Fights a Superpower

    Editorial note: This is one of Krayna's submissions to the Virtual Tea House contest "Where's Home?" 

    In his book, “Poet’s Choice”, Edward Hirsch writes that this poem “should be required reading in Washington.” He imagines Abd El-Hadi as a “holy fool, an innocent dreamer who wouldn’t hurt anyone or anything.” How do you imagine him?  His struggle?  What qualities does he exude that you might seek to emulate this month?

    farmer - wadi fukin

    Photo taken at Beit Jala, West Bank
    flickr: Whirlingdervish

    From the very first time I read this poem,

    I loved the character the poet creates,

    Ebd El-Hadi, a fictional character, who

    represents real folks – kind, welcoming

    and good-hearted, struggling with injustice.

    This poet reminds me that unless we are in

    relationship, it is all too easy to make enemies

    and scapegoats of ordinary people, some of whom

    possess uncommon intelligence. Any one who knows

    this man would sooner go to his home to share *labneh,

    tea, and stories, rather than put him on trial. His endless

    kindness, hospitality and generosity move us to reflect

    on the expression of these same qualities in our own lives.

    As always, I pray this poem inspires each of us

    to water seeds of loving-kindness and friendship

    in these wild and crazy times.

    A deep bow,

    Krayna

    *Labneh is a kind of cheese made with yogurt.

    Abd El-Hadi Fights a Superpower

    In his life

    he neither wrote nor read.

    In his life

    he didn’t cut down a single tree,

    didn’t slit the throat

    of a single calf.

    In his life

    he did not speak

    of the New York Times

    behind its back,

    didn’t raise

    his voice to a soul

    except in his saying:

    “Come in please,

    by God, you can’t refuse.”

    Nevertheless –

    his case is hopeless,

    his situation desperate.

    His God-given rights are a grain of salt

    tossed in the sea.

    Ladies and gentlemen of the jury:

    about his enemies

    my client knows not a thing.

    And I can assure you,

    were he to encounter

    the entire crew

    of the aircraft carrier Enterprise,

    he’d serve them eggs

    and labneh

    fresh from the bag.

    ~ Taha Muhummad Ali, Palestinian Poet

    Taha Muhammad Ali, Poet

  • May 2008 Poem of the Month: "Lunch with the Dalai Lama"

    Dalai Lama 

     I just love this poem! I love that it starts with a dream and the way the dream-story unfolds. The poet artfully paints images, with just the right amount of detail, that leap off the page. All of my senses are engaged, and so the poem feels alive for me. I feel that sweet hush of shared energy amidst the hustle-bustle of the crowded cafeteria at lunch-time. Sighing lightly, I remember my own song of hope and wake-fullness of the basic goodness we each embody. I want to make a collage of one “brilliant hand” reaching out to touch a “trembling hand.” So, I think I’ll just go ahead and do that, and leave you to your own experience of this delightful poem! With a deep bow of gratitude to poet, Therese Becker, and all of you reading this!

    Peace and Joy,

    Krayna

    Here, without further to-do is "Lunch with the Dalai Lama" 

    In a dream he is standing in line

    in a busy high school cafeteria

    blending in, (even with his shaved head,

    prayer beads, red robe and sandals)

    waiting as if he were just another student.

    When he asks me to have lunch with him,

    I excitedly invite everyone else to join us,

    but we are invisible inside the hungry crowd

    rushing to their place in the food line,

    and so we sit alone at a long wooden table

    where he proposes no mantra, no meditation or prayer;

    instead, he reaches inside his robe and brings out

    an old radio which he places on the table

    as if it were the cafeteria's main selection of the day.

    As he shows me how to work the dials,

    I feel like a child just beginning to walk

    or a bird about to sing its first song.

    As he works the dials, he looks toward me

    to be sure I'm paying attention.

    His hands appear brilliant as the sun,

    his eyes like water in a still pond

    that holds an endless wave of being

    transmitted and received.

    He reaches out, holds

    my trembling hand, places it

    so gently on the radio's dials

    where I begin to feel the song inside

    of everyone awakening, a song of hope

    I've always known, but yet forgotten,

    that is now

    right here as I awake

    inside the middle of the night singing.

    - Therese Becker

    published in Oberon, 2007

  • April 2008 Poem of the Month: "In Crepe Paper"

    April 2008

    Poem of the Month

     
    photo by anwin

    Editorial note: this is the second Poem of the Month, but the first on Krayna's own blog! Here's a link to the first Poem of the Revolution....

    I first spoke "In Crepe Paper" aloud to myself.
    Then I read it silently, I whispered it, I sang it.
    I played with it and prayed it and
    let it seep into my skin, lavishing me. 
    Each time I read, spoke or sang this poem,
    I fell deeper into the sound vibration of   
    Yes and it lifted my spirit
    and made me laugh out loud.

    The vision of the child carrying the yellow flower
    of Yes home filled me with delight. 
    I loved the feeling of this poem in my body
    and heart, so I chose it for the Poem of the Month for April 2008.

    My deep thanks to Imelda Maguire, a lovely creative spirit from County Donegal, Ireland.  Her website is Soul Fragments. She is known, among many names, as Greenish Lady. 

    Peace, Yes, Joy, Yes, Delight, Yes!

    Roll Yes around on your tongue for a whole day and night.  Invite Yes into your dreams!  Let the shape of Yes luxuriate in your mouth for the entire month of April!  Watch what happens!

    Happy April! 

    Krayna

    Poem of the Month
    April 2008                              

         In Crepe Paper

    Because there was a rush of Yes

     

    into the mind of the teacher and

     

    because the Yes became a sound,

     

    Yes, she said, Yes, to the child at last,

     

    because he finally heard the Yes,

     

    he carried it home like a bright yellow flower,

     

    a big one with petals made of sunlight

     

    to a mother who was waiting for a Yes,

     

    because the word was carried in

     

    in the mouth of her heartchild, that Yes

     

    became the answer, the chant, the only

     

    word in her day-long litany.

     

    Yes, Yes, Yes

     

    From "Shout If You Want Me To Sing", by Imelda Maguire

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