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2nd of 3 movements

Submission for this week's  One Single Impression prompt: movement

Turning the dregs and dung of broken relationship, prima materia, into the gold of unconditional love is the work of dreamers, mystics and alchemists. Glad we all fit into  at least one of those categories, or it would be a dreg-ful world. 

The poem is what I 'did', or more accurately, what was done to me, this week.  Other things were accomplished, surely, but this is the only one that matters.

After

heart embrace with estranged friend

storm surge catalyzed

by mutual grief

and overdue regret

that very night

dreamt

of releasing

     bowel-bucket of

    many pounds of

    marble-sized metal orbs of

unusually large buckshot

relishing the relinquishment

and fairly shouting

"Oh yes, now I remember swallowing them

but they didn't seem so hard then!"

 

Holy, sacred crap.

 

Eating buckshot* to be carried in my belly

until the ripe time

to both birth and bury it.

What magnificent fruit might the seed or pit

--the philosopher's stone --

of the detritus of our relationship

bear?

 

In the ancient alchemical symphony of these two souls

1st movement was rapprochement

2nd movement was distance and distrust

3rd movement, yet to be unearthed.

 

movement

 

Just to be sure  

I'm also getting a colonoscopy

as we all know

dreams are tricky things.

 

*Philosophical lead, in alchemy, is a term for prima materia as distinguished from common lead. The term also applies to "unclean body" (metal) that has the potential, through subsequent alchemical processes, to yield gold after its blackness or "corruption" had been purged.

Van Morrison searches for the Philosopher's Stone

Thanks to Don't Take My Wings for this week's prompt. One Single Impression is a community of poets writing and sharing haiku and other poetic forms. Each week  new prompts are offered up to our often lazy muses. Come play with us!

Published Sunday, February 08, 2009 10:59 AM by Beth Patterson

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gautami tripathy said:

Somehow it takes me into inner journey. Liked it. In totality..

<a href="http://firmlyrooted.blogspot.com/2009/02/movement.html">movement</a>

February 8, 2009 11:31 AM
 

Deborah Godin said:

Big amount of wit and wisdom here! Love the Morrison, too, haven't listened in a while, and was overdue!

February 8, 2009 12:11 PM
 

sue said:

I love the imagery, I can viscerally feel the relief in the release of that load, which as you said so poetically we don't remember swallowing until released. "Holy ***" indeed!

By the way having recently had a colonoscopy, I can attest that it's just nice to know what is and isn't there!

February 8, 2009 1:22 PM
 

Christine said:

somehow happy for you...

February 8, 2009 2:19 PM
 

Amias said:

Beth I never know what going to delight me when I come here on Prompt day.

What a load of "crap" ... and I don't mean the poem, as it is both amusing and educational.

I hate colonoscopy, and the only way I will allow such an intrusion again, I have to be either doped up or dead. If I am dead it's unnecessary.

February 8, 2009 4:01 PM
 

floreta said:

intriguing poem. i like 'relishing the relinquishment ' and your 3 movements.

February 8, 2009 5:06 PM
 

SandyCarlson said:

Following the course of this transformation was amazing. Such dreams are tantalizing and dangerous.

February 8, 2009 5:41 PM
 

KiteHorse 凧 馬 said:

there is no holier crap than the enlightened movement of letting go

Some things are up to us and some things are not up to us. Our opinions are up to us, and our impulses, desires, aversions–in short, whatever is our own doing. Our bodies are not up to us, nor are our possessions, our reputations, or our public offices, or, that is, whatever is not our own doing. - epict.

February 8, 2009 6:33 PM
 

Patricia (a/k/a Roswila) said:

(Just lost this comment so I'm posting it again...)

Wow and wow, again, to both your poem and the dream that shines through it.  (I write a grea deal of dream-based poetry, so this is all right up my alley.)

I am agog and de-light filled.

February 8, 2009 7:29 PM
 

Fledgling Poet said:

I really loved these lines:

Eating buckshot* to be carried in my belly

until the ripe time

to both birth and bury it.

I could feel the heaviness of the burden!

February 8, 2009 10:58 PM
 

Beth Patterson said:

Thanks to each of you for reading and responding to this post.  It was a difficult one to write--and post--it feels so naked.   But that's what poetry is about, eh?

F.P. thanks for feeling the heaviness with me.  It's been a long time building, and it does feel so good to be spiritually and psychically purging, letting go, as KiteHorse says.

Thanks again--

February 8, 2009 11:05 PM
 

WillThink4Wine said:

relishing the relinquishment! I can really relate to that, Beth.

Sometimes I wish I could remember my dreams, and then again, perhaps not!;)

February 9, 2009 1:28 PM
 

Tumblewords said:

Letting go is surely a re-birth and more. Interesting post...

February 9, 2009 3:01 PM
 

Sandy said:

I just have to say this-- Bet you feel better now that you got that out of your system!

February 9, 2009 3:07 PM
 

Jim said:

Well, Beth, this is a movement, another movement, and more still.  That was all before, more like the second movement alright.  You poor thing.

A third movement might be the procedure itself.  You were out or should have been.

My fourth movement was dissapointment.  Dissapointment in that I could no longer eat corn, nuts, or things with seeds (and the like).

I did postpone mine for a few months, http://jimmiehov.blogspot.com/2008/04/happy-april-fools-day-im-free-at-last.html

..

February 9, 2009 5:03 PM
 

Regina Marie said:

"Turning the dregs..into the gold of unconditional love" true- hope your ok too. I always liked Van M.-

February 9, 2009 5:26 PM
 

zoya gautam said:

..the colonoscopy of a dream..a very contemplative poem..many thanks..

February 9, 2009 6:05 PM
 

Beth Patterson said:

Dear Will Think, Tumblewords, Sandy, Jim, Regina Marie and zoya--

Thank you all for your comments and wishes--I do feel better...and lighter.  I go for the  colonoscopy on the 16th, and I'm taking all your words of advice...and will make the best of it, hopefully.

zoya, especially liked the 'colonoscopy of a dream'--that really made my heart smile. I love how you think!

Thanks again, all youse guys--sorry this is such a gritty poem...next week's on 'spectral' I hope will be lighter!

February 10, 2009 12:51 AM
 

Jim said:

Did you check out my link on how I postponed mine?  Hint: they won't take you if you have a cold or the flu.  I was over mine but just wasn't ready for the procedure yet.  That's what I blogged about,

http://jimmiehov.blogspot.com/2008/04/happy-april-fools-day-im-free-at-last.html

..

Not for posting, just 'feeling for you.'  I'll pull for you over my cuppa (tea).  :-)

..

..

February 10, 2009 12:45 PM
 

gel said:

This flowed so well (no constant constipation in your writing), showing the process of  these "movements." It is a burden to carry loads; you purged eloquently.

Best wishes for an A-OK all's well check up w/ your colonoscopy.

P.S. Thank you for the invite to be interviewed, but I graciously decline.

February 11, 2009 12:49 AM
 

Beth Patterson said:

Thanks to each of you who are connecting with me here and via email--I'm sure my colonoscopy will be fine--it's just a baseline--but it is harrowing, so thanks for the good wishes and support!  

And just a reminder that any of you who would like to be interviewed for the blog-tag game, let me know, or any of the other players! I have 5 interviews out there, with 4 already posted--ready for a few more!

http://virtualteahouse.com/blogs/beth/archive/2009/02/01/blog-tag-you-re-it.aspx

February 11, 2009 10:43 AM
 

Maggie said:

This was a bit painful for me to read as I thought of the test...never had one due to the fact I can not drink the GUNK of a drink which they tell me is required.

February 11, 2009 6:27 PM
 

JanePoet ~ JP/deb said:

I love the imagery, metaphor and rawness of this post.  You are a strong, lovely woman!  Peace, JP/deb

February 11, 2009 10:48 PM
 

Maria Wattier said:

Myrabeth - you are amazing. . . loved it all.  Made me want to visit on your backstep and listen to Van M and . . .  Perhaps the stones ingested have passed through on their way to becoming gems. Dreams are indeed tricky.  Who knows where those little rolling spheres are going.  More to be revealed I'm sure.  My colonoscopy was a piece of cake so to speak - drinking the "stuff" not so much!  Love, M

February 14, 2009 10:19 PM
 

Beth Patterson said:

Hi Maggie, JanePoet and Maria-

Thanks for your thoughts and comments--they mean a lot to me!!

And for all of you who read this and wished me good results--the colonoscopy revealed a wonderfully healthy colon! woo-hoo--and I don't have to do it again for 10 more years!  Thanks for your good thoughts!

Maggie--it's not as bad as it used to be.  No more chalky drink...it's really not bad, and saves many lives...as they say, I'm ready to 'go', but not just quite yet!

February 16, 2009 5:47 PM
 

Beth Patterson said:

This week the Virtual Tea House has been graced by receiving an award called 'Noblesse Oblige'. &#160;

May 15, 2009 10:51 AM

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The Virtual Tea House website became 'word-ripe' when, over a cup of jasmine green, I realized that the web has an expanding part to play in the communal aspects of spiritual growth.

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