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memories of a third kind

Visit for a plethora of poems about the November 23 prompt: childhood memories

on the move, south

mother with 

crushing sadness

worse in winter

loving the warm sand and gentle breezes

palm bay

me, two, sitting on the john

somewhere south of the mason-dixon line

feet dangling

huge palmetto bug

crawling across the floor towards me

help.

 

father playing fiddle and

us dancing and hooting

before we open our gift

closing the circle for one moment

against the darkness of addiction and suffering.

 

wrapped up in my nest

'52 Buick monster car

expansive back window becomes an opening to the world

watching the trees, rocks, trucks go sailing by

outside this makeshift cocoon

the Other is large and beckoning and fearful.

Car graveyard by R.B. Boyer

flickr photostream: R. B. Boyer

I watch the stars and the moon for signs

hoping that that radio-fed Rapture won't take my mother and

let the car run into a tree

pretty sure neither I nor my father will be among the raptured

not sure I want to be

some things haven't changed.

 

These third kind of memories--not good, not bad, just mine

set the stage for finding the middle way for this middle child.

On this Thanksgiving and my 54th birthday

gratitude flows for the life uncommon.


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Published Sunday, November 23, 2008 11:00 AM by Beth Patterson

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gautami said:

I like the way you connected all this!

Wish you a VERY happy birthday!

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November 23, 2008 11:17 AM
 

Deborah Godin said:

Deeply felt this one - there's an almost cinematic quality, immediate and moving.

November 23, 2008 12:06 PM
 

Anthony North said:

There was something marvellously deep about this one. And the memories were very visual. Excellent.

November 23, 2008 12:08 PM
 

Barb's Haiku said:

'hoping that that radio-fed Rapture won't take my mother and let the car run into a tree'... I do remember having similar thoughts when I first heard the term Rapture! There is more going on in this piece than that, however.

November 23, 2008 1:12 PM
 

Geraldine said:

This is so touching and sad to read Beth but there is also the rising up to acceptance and 'light at the end of the tunnel' feeling that is gratifying.

Wishing you a wonderful birthday! Hugs, G

November 23, 2008 1:14 PM
 

Geraldine said:

This is so touching and sad to read Beth but there is also the rising up to acceptance and 'light at the end of the tunnel' feeling that is gratifying.

Wishing you a wonderful birthday! Hugs, G

November 23, 2008 1:15 PM
 

Jim said:

Happy Birthday Beth!

Happy Birthday Beth!

Happy Birthday Beth!

Happy Birthday Beth!

Happy Birthday Beth!

Happy Birthday Beth!

Happy Birthday Beth!

Happy Birthday Beth!

Happy Birthday Beth!

Happy Birthday Beth!

Happy Birthday Beth!

Looks like we both saw a lot of the world from the back window of the world, yours from that 54 Buick, mine from a 1931 Model "A" Ford.

Thank you for sharing, some things hurt to talk about, I went easy on my Dad but I never forgave him.  All for nothing and me just a little guy.

I don't know the end of this but I'm hoping they had a turnaround in their lives, those parents of yours.  You sure did climb above that.  Glad your're here.  :-)

..

November 23, 2008 2:24 PM
 

SandyCarlson said:

The "just is" of our memories is hard to communicate, but you did it so very well. Thanks for taking me along on this leg of the journey.

November 23, 2008 3:31 PM
 

Karen C said:

Happy Birthday! I am thankful, too, for your life uncommon and the extraordinary you.

November 24, 2008 10:12 AM
 

Beth Patterson said:

Dear friends--

Thank you all for reading and sharing your thoughts and birthday wishes--

This one came right out of my gut...you know how that happens sometimes.

Jim--my parents never did rise about all of their pain, but they left us kids with great hope and internal resources to do so.  We stand on their shoulders and are very grateful for the values and love that they gave us, even in their pain and dissolution.   Thanks for asking about them!

Again, thanks to each of you for writing---

November 24, 2008 1:48 PM
 

zoya gautam said:

dear beth,

  Happy Birthday !

..ur poem felt like  i was not reading  a poem,

felt as if i was listening to music..

all kinds of emotions-on a toy piano..

November 24, 2008 1:59 PM
 

Tumblewords said:

Excellent use of words to tie thens, nows and maybes together in a bittersweet memory. Happy Birthday to you!

November 24, 2008 1:59 PM
 

yolanda said:

I wish you a wonderful birthday and thanksgiving. I loved the poem and love Bend. I live in McMinnville. So glad to have found your blog.

November 24, 2008 3:45 PM
 

me Ann my Camera said:

How wonderful are your words. In a way the sort of traveling life I wished for as a child, to take me from my mundane, work filled childhood with no rapture abounding sitting in the back of a pick up truck if on a seldom trip anywhere. Happy, happy birthday to you.

November 25, 2008 7:20 AM
 

Carole Alexander said:

There are some phrases in this poem that jump out and hit me - the 'mother with/crushing sadness', 'against the darkness of addiction and suffering' and the part about the Rapture. It reminded me of the way the adult world intrudes into that of a child, who is aware of far more than she/he is given credit for. i also loved the humour of the final verse.

'I watch the stars and the moon for signs

hoping that that radio-fed Rapture won't take my mother and

let the car run into a tree

pretty sure neither I nor my father will be among the raptured

not sure I want to be

some things haven't changed.

I hope you had a great birthday.

November 25, 2008 8:55 AM
 

one more believer said:

beth, so glad to have read yr post.... a range of emotions... tho i am still smiling..

November 25, 2008 9:29 PM
 

sue said:

I love the image of you and the bug, because it brings back so many memories -- especially those of outdoor johnnies in the southern summers of my childhood.

November 25, 2008 10:02 PM
 

Haiku Tuna said:

Belated Birthday Blessings! As a middle child myself I appreciate your journey, and am very touched by this wistful memory poem.

November 26, 2008 7:24 AM
 

Beth Patterson said:

Dear friends--

Your warm birthday wishes have been so sweet--and it's actually today that is my birthday!  I'm sitting outside with a fire in my backyard all day, having friends drop by and sit with me--lovely time!!

Thanks for all the kind words about this poem.  And Sue, love it that you loved the bug...even after living in Florida for many years, never developed a tolerance for those blasted palmetto bugs!

Happy thanksgiving to all of you--and thanks for stopping by for a cup of virtual tea and a chat!

November 26, 2008 2:49 PM

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The Virtual Tea House website became 'word-ripe' when, over a cup of jasmine green, I realized that the web has an expanding part to play in the communal aspects of spiritual growth.
One of my favorite hats, among several is: initiated firekeeper in the Sacred Fire Community. Hosting a monthly community fire circle, I'm being taught that the simple act of sitting around a fire with the intent of holding open-hearted space makes for some soulful community!
With a master's degree in religion, my career spans 20 years in end of life care and I currently work in the field of child abuse intervention and advocacy.
Here in beautiful Central Oregon, my spiritual homes of the high desert and the mountains are both in proximity. And for good measure, four hours away is Grandmother Ocean and the stunning Oregon Coast.
I'm making decent progress on the goal set by my mother early on: she taught us that the goal of humanity should be to become ever-more eccentric, i.e. more fully human.
Entering the 'forest-dweller' phase of life, I am honored to host the Virtual Tea House for all who wish to explore how our lives are enriched and made new a thousand times each day by the spirituality we embody. Exploring this engagement together is the purpose of the Virtual Tea House.
Welcome! Let's have a cup of virtual tea together and share what brings us joy, what we are being taught by life, how we are leaning into the Big Questions posed to us each day in sometimes 'distressing disguises'.

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